Too good to be true.

Well, in my last few posts, you saw that I was actually going to have a normal life. Well, that was all a HUGE HOAX apparently. I'm so mad right now! Scott was going to put in for a transfer to backgrounds and recruiting but decided not to since his days off were changing. The posting for that job ended on the 30th. Well, this morning, he learned that his days off are staying the same and NOT changing. He's still going to have Sunday and Monday nights off. This has totally taken the breath out of me. Scott had a paramedic take his bp last night and it was 145/98 I think. I'm pretty sure that's what he said. He's so stressed out he can't function. I'm so stressed out that I can't function and that doesn't make for a good situation for anyone. It's 7:00 and I haven't even gotten the kids out of bed. They have to be there at 7:30, but this morning, I don't even want to function! What makes me so mad is that Scott could have had nights off, been home most weekends and had some sembelance of a normal life if he had gotten that other job. Ok, I'm going to have to type the rest of this later. I just don't have the mentality this morning to put this on paper!